Im telling all of you, its all just fucked up. I've been single for about 4 months now and it has been all fine and dandy when I realize that I want to get in the dating scene. No, im not talking about the dating turn relationship thing we all know. For me that is too "old school". Call me whatever you want, but this is how I see it now. Pardon all the people out there who are in relationships but this is just my opinion on things.

Why do we let ourselves be committed to only one person at a young age? I mean, we are young, therefore we have a lot to experience. Then why limit ourselves? We all know the notion that there is someone out there for everyone. But how will we know if that person is the right one if we havent seen the others yet? Are we really 100% sure that that person is "the one"? If yes, then good for you. But how can you be sure? You can't just know and have no reason.

We let people do their thing, and if they come back to each other, then they are really meant for one another, whether they dated other poeple in between or what, it does not matter. It's like my grandma says, "You put them on a clothes line and hang them out to dry." Meaning, we should not only be limited to one option because that is not the only option. We look at all the possible options. And then we decide.

This is the course of action I'm going to take from now on. I don't see anything wrong, immoral or criminal about it. But heres the FUCKED up thing about this and me:

Whenever I ask some girl out (I've asked 3 already during the time I have been single, and about 5-8 before my first girlfriend) it's all the same shit. I only see you as a friend, I can't, it won't work out. Or sometimes they give me the COLD FUCKING SHOULDER: No reply whatsoever. (one girl never texted back ever, another replied in 1 month, another in 3 fucking weeks)

I just dont get it at all. What's so bad about going on a date with me? Am I that ugly that you just don't want to be seen with me in public? Am i that stupid and dumb to be ashamed of? Its not like I'm going to RAPE you or anything. Its just a harmless fucking date for christ's sake. I don't bite. Dinner, Movie, whats so bad about it huh? And why the no replies? Can't you just tell me why you don't want to or why you can't? Its not like I'm a stone-hearted freak who can't understand. If you don't wan't to go out with me or are not interested, then FUCKING TELL ME! Don't leave us guys hanging on a cliff with only their pinkies as leverage. We have the right to know.

Its because people have the notion that once there's a date, there's courting then a relationship blah blah blah. But let me reiterate again. Im not after relationships or courting. A date is a way for me to get to know you. I will not put my best foot forward because that is bullshit. I want you to get to know ME, not only the good me, but the lazy, pathetic me as well. You never know there might be a spark in there. Love is blind sometimes, or maybe he just has bad eyesight.

But seeing that you see me someone your not willing to spend your time with. Fine. I don't blame you because it's your perrogative. I'm the one whose asking. But all I'm saying is: GIVE THE BOY A CHANCE. He's not doing anything yet, your letting him down.

Girls, a word of advice. If ever I ask you out on a date, just remember: ITS JUST A HARMLESS FUCKING DATE, why not go with it and see where it takes you? Living life is a chance, why not take a date as a chance too?

Hey everyone, loooooong time! Anyways, im writing a paper on my lolo Jose P. Laurel right now and that's why i havent been updating. Oh hey, UA&P Men's Basketball garnered 3rd runner up in the recent MNCAA Tourney! And, just do you guys know, im in that team! Woohoo!